아나요?

School's starting in a few weeks and I still haven't done anything memorable this summer. Well, maybe having a forum family is something worth keeping. But I miss those times when we chatted during the wee hours of the morning (in my time zone tho).

It was really fun.

I hope we could go back to those days. I can't believe RaNia's PD's are saying bye bye to them now. We all have to move on. RaNia, I'm always gonna be a fan! 화이팅~

So how's everyone doing? I really don't know what to blog right now because I'm just bored. See? Nothing productive in my pockets.

Sistar19's Ma Boy has been playing on repeat for the nth time now.

Wanna tell you my dream? It goes this way:

I was in a beach (maybe this was the result of reading a yahoo news where a lake turned into salt in Iran) with my family. There was a shark and it was really scary! I was swimming here and there but the shark was like swimming around us. I don't really know if I was with my family in the first place because I saw them when I found myself sitting by the shore after the shark thing.

Then I forgot what's next. Haha.

I hope you all have a good day. I'm still looking for the good in mine.

Two Wan Days

I thought I was never going to feel better again.

Perhaps those late night chats with my forum family found its way to make me pay the consequences. Most of the people there are from the other side of my world so there's a really big time difference. But staying up late isn't really a big deal for me; I've been doing it for the past four years!

WRONG.

If you ever stay up late always, prepare to die. Well that's an exaggeration but it could make you sick like hell. In my case I wasn't able to get out of bed for two days.

I'll sleep early from now on. (facepalm)

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

I'm not going to be very honest about this. I'll be half honest because this is too embarrassing.

Back in my high school days I told myself I'm never getting married. But as time passed I began to realize how my life would suck if I don't find this soul mate, other half or whatever they call it.

So maybe I'd get married one day; to this someone I'm not naming because I simply don't want to. He's so much like me though I wish he was into K-pop more. I'm not saying I'm not much a J-pop fan nor am I saying he is.

He's a narcissist. Because among all the men in Asia, the Filipino men love to look good always not for others but for themselves (according to a survey I read). So yes, he and I are from the same country.

But not for long.

Maybe one day I'd be working in LA and he in New York. Or I'd die before he does. Who knows? But I always picture myself with him; living in the same building (yes, I want a condo!), working for the same company back to back (well he might want to do what I like haha) and traveling.

I'd want him to go with me to Norway to see the Northern Lights. That would be a dream come true. Or maybe we could just make a music video slash mini movie in Seoul.

Apparently I'm talking about a dream that would never ever come true. I just wish one day I'd meet a man who can memorize me because that impresses me a lot!

Sick and Tired.

Literally. I had trouble sleeping last night because I was coughing to death. I was enjoying a cool webcam game from playdojam dot com and some other games. I forgot to put a towel on my back so I ended up suffering from a cough.

Right now, I've got nothing to do so I'll just continue my challenges.

I will skip Day 16 because I don't have a baby picture with me. I never scanned my baby pictures because I don't need them for now. Gaaah. I don't feel like doing anything today. Please don't ask me questions, please stop calling my name, please stop telling me to do this and that!!

Blame it to the monthly devil.

•Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

I would want to switch lives with Park Bom. She has everything I've ever wanted. Though I'd jump 9 years older it would be okay. She's a great performer and model who gets to use and endorse designer products, she's able to work with people from the international music scene, she visits places abroad and she inspires many.

She inspires me.

•Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

Wow. I don't want to think right now.

Plans:
1. Live outside the Philippines
2-5. *will think about this later*

Dreams:
1. Work on People's Revolution I know it's stressful but awesome
2. Work on YG Entertainment
3. Learn how to sing and play the piano
4. Perform in front of a thousand people
5. Sign autographs LOL

Goals:
1. Graduate college
2. Get a high-paying job xD
3-5. *i don't know xD*

•Day 19-Nicknames you have; why do you have them

1. Kokie - when I was born I was like the size of a 12oz coke bottle O_o
2. Kokay - another version of Kokie xD
3. Kai - shorter version of Kokay
4. Kaye - my second name after the first one
5. Fivi - I invented that. Taken from a name Vivi during the friendster era.
6. Fiviishmee - a username. I don't know. Haha. Just came out.
7. Fib - the other pronunciation of my name.
8. Bommie - Cham and I used to call each other 2NE1 names. Bom fandom.

Done!