The Fivi Day Part 1

Belated Happy Fivi Day to me!

Yesterday, the 29th of August, I turned 18. I'm now a legal citizen of the world! xD

I celebrated the whole day with my Baby Boom sisters Chae, Dee, and Lean.

Of course, my family would never be absent. My favorite cousin Tweety brought me balloons and my mom bought lasagna, napoleones, a cake and two boxes of pizza! While my bBiez sisters brought donuts as mini cakes! Hell yeaaah.





Of course, the highlight was the pizza. We all took a big slice because it was so nomnom-ish. Haha.



I also said thank you via Baby Boom TV Fivi Cam. It will be airing this September so stay tuned on facebook!



After lunch, we did a pictorial. A recording session for our album preceded that. So, here's one of the many outtakes during the pictorial.



Thank you to Chae (Jane) and her awesome cam! I also wanna thank my mom and dad for always giving me a fun and food-filled birthday! Thank you and I love you so much!!

Thank you to my Baby Boom sisters too, for making my day more fun because the always make me happy.

And grazie to Deedee's Italian-Filipino cousin Larizza for joining us in the celebration. You're too adorbs Lariz! <3

Thank you again all! I will always remember my birthdays!! o.O

Drama + A Whole Lot of Emotions

Sry I'll be so emotional right now. Midterms just ended and GAD I'M TIRED. I'm tired of procrastinating and being irresponsible.

I've been so preoccupied that I couldn't handle things one at a time anymore. I don't know what to do first.



I haven't written on my red diary too. I miss it so bad.

School's been really stressing me out, not to mention the outside work for my upcoming event. It's so exhausting I wanna die already.


I'd do this if it wouldn't look too weird in public

People are stressing me out too. And pissing me off, annoying me...and all the stuff I wouldn't wanna tell you coz you have innocent eyes and minds lol.

Sometimes I just wanna tell these creatures to stfu and gtfo of my life because I just don't wanna see them or hear their voices anymore.

I feel down because they exist. I mean, their faces, their personalities, their everything just pisses me off!!!



And this is my blog. I promised it to be healthy but even the body needs bad bacteria sometimes. So BEEP to all of you ruining my life inside.

I miss high school.

From now on, I'll speak less. I'll show myself less. No more "hahaha"'s or "hihihii"'s on chat messages because I'd only be a hypocrite and a pretender. I'm not trying to be funny anyway.

I don't want attention. I just want appreciation for the things I do. I'm not trying to please anybody with a friendly disposition because I'm not even friendly. I just say 'hello' to people I know know know. You know? xD

Tho I think Hyndie would only be the person who'll pass the "Miss Congeniality" label because her friendly self has always been stuck in her veins. xD



Gosh, by typing Hyndie's name I suddenly miss Baby Boom.

See you guys soon! Or on Monday (8/29) on the 2nd Fivi day! Yay! Aren't you all excited?! Woooh!!



Kthnxbye!!

The Consequences of a Pig

I thought I was gonna die. No, seriously. I thought it would be the end of my life. I was busily opening a pack of junk food when I accidentally spilled Yakult on my laptop keyboard.



The scenario is still clear in my mind. I saw how the liquid flowed inside the internal parts of the laptop, causing the monitor to stop working.

My mom immediately accompanied me to where we bought it and the technicians were really surprised at my irresponsibility. They told me that physical damage caused by the owner would void the 12-month warranty. It was death!!



I did all kinds of voodoo stuff and chant in order to fix it. I placed it in front of the electric fan because Mr. Technician said I should let it dry for a while and see what happens.

The Good News

After our Walk for Healing today, and after hearing Mass too, my mom texted me that my laptop is okay again..

It was a Healing Mass I attended, so maybe it 'healed' my laptop through my prayers! I'm so happy! I want to thank God so much!



Actually I was planning to scrap (if it's a verb? idk) it so that I could still have money and just buy a notebook computer instead.

But as what the proverb in Philippine Literature states "Kung swerte mo gid ya, makadto gid na sa imo," which means "If it's your fate, it will surely come."

Maybe my laptop wasn't ready to leave me yet; it's only 8 months old and it doesn't want to miss the second Fivi Day! Right, laptop?!

I love you so much, Mr. Laptop. Don't ever leave me again, okay?



I feel sick I don't know why. More exciting events this September because it's University Week again!

Though before that, I have to face the wrath of Midterm exams first. Heehee. ❤

Self Blame + Almost There

You aren't happy with the role that your friends have put you in now and you're not sure how to get out of it. There are no quick and easy solutions to your dilemma, even if you are in touch with the group dynamics at play. You may be tempted to internalize another person's struggle and treat it as if it were your own. However, it's smarter to just steer clear of any melodrama that isn't yours. Don't worry about disappointing others; they'll get over it sooner than you think.
Via Twittascope

I srsly don't know how to start this post.

Today, our College of Arts and Sciences day ended with a blast (well, not for my department).

I joined the Group MTV Contest together with my friends and we chose the song Heart to Heart by 4Minute.

We grabbed different awards from different contests. In some we placed last, others first, second and third.

The bad part? I (or we?) put all the effort and hard work on that Group MTV presentation. I even agreed to waste money on those three stands for our 'highlight' props.

I was already running late that afternoon. Inside the cab, I was begging the driver to hurry up. I wanted to fly so fast that time.



I kept on talking to God loudly. "Lord, if this is for me, you'll let it happen right?! Right?!" I was nearly mad. God, I'm sorry.

But maybe God said no. He didn't let it happen at all. We drove to the shortest routes possible but traffic, parking cars and people all existed as hindrances.

IT WASN'T FOR ME. NOT YET.

If I wasn't strong enough, I would've broken down when we were announced as second place. We got minus 2 points from each judge because I was late. I, who did a lot of hard work for that presentation.

So instead of sulking or mourning or anything that wouldn't even help me with this frustration (and depression perhaps), I'll just eat!

Haha. Okay. That laugh was not even real. There will be no "better luck next time", because next time, I will work harder.

And that's what God wants, right, God? (feeling close much?)

As promised, a post (or a rant and complain?). xD I love you all!