A Little Bit of the Bad Side

Our CAS Day is on the 10th of August, or so I've heard. We were assigned on the field we were most comfortable with (and I am not gonna mention it because if some readers know me in person, they probably know what contest we will be joining).

I'm pisssssed. Really pissed. My friend and I have been planning this the whole summer and I just couldn't get all the puzzle pieces yet.

We still lack a lot of things (not gonna mention again). A LOT. WE BADLY NEED A LOT OF THINGS CURRENTLY aside from practice hours which have to be so demanding vs. class hours.

This really sucks. CAS Day's a week away and if I look at everything at a far distance, it looks like a tiny speck of dust.

I want everything to be perfect, which leads into frustration (ikr?!).

I just want people to cooperate like this is going to be the last days of their lives. Well, maybe I'm the only one who has that view on things right now. Because this is my first time (well, OUR first time in this kind of activity), I don't want it to be the last time either.

Our head has watched the thing we'll be doing and she said she's gonna take care of the makeup and stuff because we don't have enough funds to sustain all the needs of the participants.

I just wish everyone would really do their best. Because I will do my best too, and I will help them.

I don't want this to have a crappy ending. I don't want to expect, nor do I want to assume something. Hnnnngggg. This feeling is just so disturbing already I couldn't help myself anymore.

I'm just really pissed. That's all. Kthnxbye~

I Wanna Cry Over My Exam Papers

The exams were so freakin' easy only if I studied hard enough. I got a lot of B's, a B+ an A and an A- and the other results are still to come. I wanna die!!!

This is my first time getting a B on my Religion class. I must do better! This is so disappointing and frustrating :'(



I tried to look for new ways of studying because I procrastinate a lot. So I decided to study at a very early hour and ended up sleeping.

My way of studying is the nocturnal way. I study at 11PM (srsly lol) and sleep at 2AM. I freakin' wake up at 6 in the morning. And I'm glad the stuff I've studied are still stuck in my head.

But there was an exam day where we had 4 exams in a row!

A week before, our Religion teacher failed to discuss the last lesson for the first unit so we expected that it wouldn't come out in the test.

You know what happened next.


You could imagine me like this. Cramming.

Okay. Enough.

Well, exam week is finished and it felt like the first day of school. Way back during our exam week, my friends and I didn't have enough time to hang out and chill.

Our Arts&Sciences day are nearing (August 12-14) and we were chosen to join the --- not yet gonna tell you! I might have spies here lol~ (for safety precautions xD)

So anyhoo, hope you all have a great day!

I Know How To Act?

Next week will be exam week, so the teachers are now piling up soooo many activities and quizzes because it's the last week for prelims.

I'm STRESSED.

I wanted to blog today because I have a lot of things to type. Yes, most of them are school problems. Not about my grades but about the people around me, excluding my friends.

Number one, the tension around mini groups in the classroom.

I guess my Humanities teacher is right, there's tension between the students. We may be blockmates and all, but you wouldn't be 'in' if you don't belong to a certain circle.

Yeah, there's competitions between these little circles. Right people and Left people always compete.

Number two, the insect.

I hope none of my classmates find this! LoL. Well yeah, there will always be that one person whom everyone, yes I mean everyone, hates. And it's a SHE.

That's about it. I just find these things really irritating, aside from being challenging.

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Today we had a mini theater activity for our Philippine Literature subject and it's entitled "Aswang" (evil vampire-like creature; combination of vampire and witch and are almost always female).

When I read the whole story, it wasn't really an Aswang. HE is just somewhat an aswang. He raped his children and grandchild dammit. And I was one of the children unfortunately raped LOL.

It was the first ever all out crying scene I ever made on stage (without tears!). It was so fun because all of us were interested in theater and my groupmates careered their characters. I couldn't even believe the ever modest Nick turned into a rapist. HAHAHAHAHA

It was so fun, though our group lost to the second group who exaggeratedly prepared closed-curtain introductions. Whatever. We won the Spanish review anyway lol why am I so evil like this?!

That's it for now! Need to study coz I sucked today hnnggg

Next week is exam week so don't expect a post. Ciao!

Even The Busy Days

Even busy days find time to relax. LoL. It's a Sunday and I'm not really happy about it. School's starting again in about 14 hours to be exact.

I have so many quizzes and I'm procrastinating again.



Posting images because I don't know what to blog anymore. Credit weheartit on that. They have awesome photos. I want a camera too :c

I received my yearbook yesterday, and I'm happy that it has my name on it. It's customized and I find it very cool. Though I regret not wearing anything K-pop on my casual wear. I blame mom! Haha! She said my year was filled with too much k-pop that even just for my yearbook, I should wear a decent outfit.

Fail~~ I regret it ;_;

So another photo. Yeah, my life is empty.



But still, this week's Khuntoria episode is jjang! I laughed hard because of 2PM. The atmosphere just gets more fun when they're there. Let's put our hands up, put our hands up, ppp-put our hands up for 2PM~ aah, they are so awesome.

Hello July

Let's welcome July with positive energies! Well, I have to do that because our Prelim examinations are gonna be on the 18th!

Time passes by so fast. I feel old already. One month to go and I will officially be old.

I've been really busy with school nowadays... doing the same routine everyday. I feel like my complexion has darken too, because I walk like one kilometer (or am I exaggerating?) so that I wouldn't have to take two rides home for lunch.

*brb pissed with facebook*

*back*

Okay. So yes, I am still pissed with facebook haha. I'm chatting with my manager PD-unnie Chaerin, planning for our next performance...or should I say, Baby Boom TV Season 3.

I'm really not that excited, I'm pressured actually. This will be my first ever produced event loljk! I will be in charge of everything; from the design of the place to the whole program itself. Gyaah, I'm so nervous.

But I'm not telling you yet till it's done~ It's a surprise! (for some~)

I'm still busy right now so I'll end this post here. kthnxbye~!!