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A special post for my first SOTM Award! Thank you, Sheryl ^^

Updating ♥

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Exams were not that tough when compared to high school exams. I had a great time studying because the schedule was like one exam for one day then the rest of the day is mine to waste. I only went to school from 8:30-9:30 AM LOL.

The photo above is Phira's artwork. Phir! Sorry I stole your drawing! Hahaha. Can you find me?

Hahaha. I'm happy I get to blog again. So many things have happened since the exam week started. It wasn't tough at all. It was relaxing. We made friends with our upperclassmen , especially the gaias [ask me what/who they are].

Instead of hanging out with my first buddy Ellen, I started hanging around with my co-models. It's okay though, I'm pretty much comfy with them . But still, I love the chocolate covered marshmallows Ellen brings to school! /*yum :9

I still have a FilKad exam tomorrow and an NSTP exam on Saturday. Then next week will be my PhysEd and HomGui--sheesh, my exam week is extended .

For blog updates, here ya go:

I can't believe I won something on my first ever SOTM dated this July. Thanks to Sheryl! I won the Best Blog URL--whoa, I didn't know doodle-works sounds so good until today ♥.

Thank you to my affies and guests who keep posting on the tagboard! Sorry for not updating. Later on, I will be changing my skin so wait for it!

Followers are still welcomed and so are affies!

Well, there you have it. An update for today. Later guys~! =P

PS what's wrong!? pm me.

What Should I Do?

I know my prelims are on Monday and I have bid my farewells. But right now, my mind is at stake. Do you ever get that feeling that you badly want to do something or else this or that will happen?

This is a troublesome pain in the neck.

I can't even concentrate on my studies because this thing has been distracting me since the time I read my fan fiction for Sasuke and Ino again. It has been standing still in the dark corners of fan fiction.net, abandoned.

I don't want to abandon epic stories from when I was still in high school. I mean, my intro was so captivating though it disappoints me that I don't have any idea on how to continue it anymore. Geez.

I just made a public announcement of myself being confused [on whether to continue or abandon it]..Maybe I should delete it? But for goodness' sake it was one of the best stories [or chapter] I've ever made in my whole lifetime! The chapter was inspired by a noisy high school-sophomore classroom.

I don't know what to do. I just wanted to pour out emotions instantly. It's so late now but who the hell cares anyway. I want to write or else I'm failing prelims because of the fact that I couldn't even finish one effin chapter of an anime fan fiction. Sheesh. This is superbly pathetic though I can feel the essence of importance.

Going back to old stuff is great. I realized my love for Jrock [Miyavi~!] and Japan stuff--though pulling me backwards--feels great. Princess and I began to hang out again. The K-pop Dance Showdown today was hella fail. It was below my expectations. Pity. Pity. Pity.

Good night. I hope I finish this darn fic [or else I'll never close my eyes while I stretch my body on the bed].

Sharing pics before I sleep:


I remember this. I used this as my desktop wallpaper when I was in first year high school. Ino's pretty, ne?


So far one of the best fan arts lately. The other one is a remembrance back during Genin years..

It's Exam Week

But I'm not gonna be on hiatus

Hey guys! Sorry for not updating. It's gonna be exam week next week and I really have to study hard! It's our prelims so pray for me! I will do my best! This is going to be my first college exam so I really have to give my all on this.

I'm confident that I can do this. But I have to study hard. Hard. Hard. Hard as rock. LOL.

Please wait for my comeback. I will still reply to your tags though I won't be able to visit affies from time to time. Take care, beloved affies.

I hope Sheryl doesn't disqualify me from the SOTM contest. I will still be online you know. Some of my resources are found in the internet so I could still check on doodle-works. Farewell, everyone! See you after my prelims!


Take care, everyone!!

The Sky of Love

And they did fall in love together, forever.

Apparently, I look like I'm gonna make a review about this tear-dropper [what should I call it then?]. Ellen (classmate) told me about this drama called Koizora. Her fandomness for Utada Hikaru (First Love) led her to recommend me the drama/movie/manga. It's a novel which became really popular and got those three adaptations. Amazing ne?



I was absent today because of major toothache. I cried a water bottle because of the pain. But since I had nothing to do at home, I decided to roam around the internet world. I found it really boring to be honest. I checked out some facebook accounts, looked at Miss A's Bad but Good MV [again] and cried in pain because of my tooth. Now that explains total boredom.

I happened to pass by Ellen's blog and remembered Koizora. What if I watched a few episodes of it?, I asked myself. I found out it was also a movie so I decided to watch the movie instead. It's time consuming to watch the series. What does time consuming mean again?



So for the whole 3 hours, I befriended good youtube for the episodes. It was a total of 9 chapters for part 1 and 8 chapters for part 2. Gosh. But I'm really glad I finished it. I tried my best not to get really attached to the story because Ellen told me that just the MV made her cry to death [not literally].



But the ending part just made me look like hell. I wasn't expecting some of the parts. SOME, I tell you. Though you kinda would be expecting the ending. Duh. But all in all, it's just spells awesome. Hiro's silver-black-silver hair is so damn sexy. He's not really 'handsome'...well, okay, he is. As for Mika, there were a lot of angles that made her look like Airi Suzuki. So while watching the movie, I kinda thought of her as Airi---fan girl level increases!



I know, I'm a girl. But I kinda get this feeling that I have a crush on Airi. Or is it the Kanata Hongo side of me?? I tend to have dual personalities when daydreaming. Oh my gosh I am off topic now.


Don't they just look good together?!!

Well, I recommend Koizora to other people out there too. It may be simple but it's extraordinary. I thought I was just gonna watch a few parts but the later parts just made me click the next button. Geez. I have written too long now. Check out Koizora for yourself. Meanwhile, let me spoil you with some of the scenes. This video was the one Ellen had watched.

She's Back.

I thought I killed online life with love at first sight.



Of course it's not only in the romantic sense . Duh. I also fell in love with this book by Nora Roberts (this happens when I get tired of my daily ritual). It's the Key Trilogy book and I'm on the second one now. (But I hate the cover. Piatkus looked better!)

I've been really busy after the Freshmen Night Ramp. We were told to do another ramp for Arts and Sciences Day (LOL I wore the same outfit). But it's okay hahaha. Why? Because while our seniors were doing my makeup---someone went in. And you know who it was. My first college crush . Nyay. [gosh I'm making this soo obvious! ]

I was filled with so much energy !! Also, Rhea (MassComm classmate) sang 'Through the Fire' for an intermission number and daaaaang I didn't know she was Nina's prodigy until that day! After the ramp, my classmates decided to go to the mall. I didn't join them because I didn't feel like joining them at all. And yes, there was another reason. HE was still there and he was hanging out with his friends. [don't you get it?!]

Mara was looking for her crush too---talk about crush hunting that time She wanted to hang out in the Arts Council so there we went. Guess what? We were given free ice cream ! Hahaha. So cool. Thanks to Mara for pulling us there.

About this first college crush thing (darn, I keep talking about this!), I'm not mentioning his name coz some people might fuzz about 'connections' and ask stuff.

So shut up, boy. So shut up, boy. So shut up, shut up. [what?!]

MassComm has been fun since we saw Miss Yasmin's happy side. LOL. She was like another kind of Miss Lota back in my High School years. I've been close to Phira, Mara and Tricia lately. I miss Ellen and Meryl. I feel so far from them now.

High School years---which reminds me! I kinda ran away from the CAS event that morning because I wanted to watch the farewell tribute to the Koreans who were sitting in with HS students. LOL.

I guess I spilled enough now.

The number of my followers have increased!Thank you for the support! Continue tagging but please remember not to spam. Comments are well appreciated! Thanks once again~!!

A few old and new ear candies for you to listen. Quite liking them nowadays. Thanks to Phira and Yoobin for making me like them.



I'll take this as a PS. I was hovering around facebook when I found his account. I realized these feelings for him are wrong. He's a guy. I mean, a real guy playing the role of a girl for an i-don't-know reason. This is wrong.

I have to end it soon.

When I Deny My Feelings.

Last Tuesday, I badly wanted to blog but I didn't have time because I needed to finish the powerpoint presentation of Ellen's group. So here I am, blabbing doodling catastrophes. Oh? Hahaha.

During our English class [topic: fragments], everyone was participating actively. Miss Manalo asked about how infinitives are formed and thanks to my 4th Year HS English notebook and Miss Song's teachings (char!), I was able to answer her correctly.

They started yelling phrases that started with "to". Then Miss asked for words [i forogt why].

Wonderful!
Beautiful!
Extravagant!

Excellent!

I thought I heard his voice...again. Maybe that's what happens when you keep on denying your feelings by thought. My mind and my heart are silently quarreling.

Today is Wednesday. Mass Comm class, yes. But I wasn't able to attend the class before that which was ReEd. How sad. It's one of my most liked subjects pa naman.

We went to ramp practice for the Arts and Sciences Day at 2:00 PM. There I went with Ralph, Phira, Tricia and Mara (yey! rampa society!---but Jayson was nowhere to be found! So was Erika, Tedda and the others!).

I saw a guy. Well, I thought he was a guy before he flew up in the air. Get it? He looked like a very cool guy, like those of my type [?]. But when he ramped he was more of a girl. I don't want to type the word. He's too cute! He's too bishounen for the word! No. He's a sis. LOL.

But every time I look at him (or most probably stare), he catches me! When he looks at me, there's this question popping out of my head:

Why are you looking at me like that?. I imagine him asking me that through telepathy. I could melt in a few seconds if I don't get my eyes off him. He's not the 'cute-in-close-up' type but I have this vibe that he was the guy I saw outside the school standing below the R on the Recoletos wall by the school gates.

Wow. That was long for a crush history. It's not history. My crush is just starting now!! Ohai.

And she looks and moves like someone I have been imagining. My thoughts are so vivid that I couldn't even believe I chose Kanata Hongo oooops!. Okay. Stop it right there. Bye!!

Oh Hello.

I got tired of ohai. Omo I miss Trissey-stalking. Anyway, I'm blogging for the sake of blogging again. I have nothing to do. By the way, I forgot to greet one special person:

Happy Birthday, JJ!

Sorry if I just smiled at you [and everything got ruined lol]. I didn't know class would be that long and mom would be looking for me. Anyways, I hope you have had a great beeday.

About the Twilight Korean version thingy, I don't think I can make a story yet...or I really couldn't make something about it. I'm trying to continue a Naruto fanfic I made before so I can't do multitasking right now because I'm busy. Let your eyes be glued to the Twilight Korean version picture and go imagine them.

To those who love Naruto (SasuxIno) fanfics, check out my horrible works. I made them during my freshman years (I forgot) so they're like grammar-check and all.

Here: http://www.fanfiction.net/~dunforgivenassassin

Thanks for reading!!

It's Blog Time ♥

Since I'm a really busy person, I try my best to find time so that I could still spazz over things. During the model days, I got close to Phira (my MassComm-mate). She's a Kim Jaejoong fanatic (more of TVXQ) and she's head over heels for him. Zomg. She just made me addicted and we ended up arguing about him because she claimed him to be hers!!!! But I lost. Since I first told her I was a fan of Yunho. Well, Yunho it is.

One day, we hid ourselves from the cheering crowd during the Freshmen Assembly (omo!!!!). We exchanged stories (yay! people of my kind?!) and made funny and cute ones. We wanted to have our own version of Twilight. Guess who I picked?!



I chose Taecyeon to be Jacob. He has the body and the skin color. He's cute and he's wolf-ish[?].

For Bella, since I'm not a fan of the saga, I asked my cousin for more descriptions. I was googling some Edward Cullen pictures when Jessica appeared. I searched for her then Nixi said that her simple looks would be okay. Bella was a bit laid back and typical, according to her that is. So jjang! There's Jessica.

And for Edward Cullen. Taaa----DUH!?! Of course it would be Kim Jaejoong! For goodness' sake why wouldn't he be Edward Cullen? Huh? Huh?~! Answer meeee!

Well, that's it for my spazz time. Heeee. I kinda got carried away. I just finished watching half of New Moon because Nixi was watching it online and I was like 'Hey what's that?' and I ended up sitting next to her asking a lot of New Moon questions because I didn't know what it was all about.

I saw Dakota and I was like 'Omo. She's that girl from....where was she from again?'. I love their red eyes.

I remember the last line! Yey! Marry me, Bella.. Okaaaay. I know it's Eclipse time already but I'm not interested. I just watched because it's like out there and I didn't know what to do. Ahohohoho *gets shot*.

I'm not into smileys these days. Vavoooosh. :3

My Noob Tutorial =3

Heyoow. This is another noob tutorial from the amateur me. So. . .so. Emiko asked me this thing:

That pic is from my blog, obviously. She's askin about the automatic 'with love, fivi' ending. How did I do it anyway?

First, I chose a plain white background and typed in the words 'With Love, Fivi' on photoscape. See my font? Well, you could choose other fonts from dafont.com.

I cropped it to fit perfectly and saved it.

I uploaded it on an image hosting site and placed it on my blog template. Here:

It comes after the [blogitembody] and it's aligned to the right. Is it much clearer now? You could always align it to the left or at the center. This is pretty simple actually. Hope this helps. Demo at the end of this post :3

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It's the 3rd of July year 2010. Which means? Fivi's back Ohyehey! The Freshmen no sleep Assembly is finally over ! But that just makes everything sad . I won't be seeing my friends from other colleges anymore . BUT! Before we cry over things, let me show you bits of our 'Rampa Society' experience.

As promised! Here's a picture of our Kim Bum look-alike--though he's more Filipino-ish (but he's Japanese):



Beside him is my ever so bestest new friend Sandara Tedda ...or Catherine. She's a CBA student. She likes 2NE1 a lot. She has a Dara picture collection! Nyaay!

It's her birthday tomorrow so I greeted as early as I can. I love her reply !:



I'll miss the dorky times:



LOL. I forgot to cut my bangs. They're sooooooo long now .

Here's a pic from the ramp. Ralph tagged me.. Thank you, Joenah Louise for the photo



A lot of fun things happened in that short period of time. My Freshmen year is truly unforgettable ---as if it's ending now?!. I have to thank everyone who made me happy . I'm glad I met a lot of sunbaes and batch mates from other colleges . This is just starting. I'll make hella good memories. Fighting!

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Sorry for replying late to your tags, btw. I've been really busy. Thanks to everyone who's willing to exchange links . My followers too! Though there's only a few of you, I appreciate the effort! Heeee

To the Passerby (cbox guest) who wanted me to teach him/her about the cute pics on my blog, you just have to look for cute pics and post them there. That's all. Everything else will follow. I mean, cuteness will follow afterward.

Continue loving my doodles. Thank you!