Direct and Indirect

You see, I was expecting a happy chapter when the first days of September began. I wanted it to be filled with fun and excitement; food and friends. But I guess things don't always happen the way I want them too.

Direct.
A few days ago, people---or nameless people---have been "telling" me that I'm such a "resourceful" person. I don't really care though, coz none of what they say is true, I suppose. I don't read minds so I don't know what they're thinking. I'm now trying to perfect the art of deadma, if you know what I mean.

Indirect.
Since the beginning of my "college" life, I've been feeling a little bit uneasy towards some people. I don't know how to describe them but they're a bit cold in some aspects. Of course, I'm aware that it's normal but sometimes I think there's something wrong---about me. What do they see in me? I couldn't ask them because I don't have the guts to do so. I'm not like the other people whom they "look up to". What I mean by indirect are their actions towards others. Maybe I'm just too insecure grrrrr. So meeeee. Stop eeet na!

Maybe I just have to accept things the way they are. We're not born to impress but to express, says Vice Ganda. We can't please everyone. There are those who will like you, there are those who will choose not too. Aigooo.

Too much emote here! I'd like to thank Luana for the lovely gift I received!



Also, I asked apriil's permission to copy her challenge because I find it fun too. It would also stop me from bashing annoying spammers so I guess that would be good. God, forgive me for my profanities.

The 30 Day Challenge:
•Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
•Day 02- The meaning behind your Blogger name
•Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
•Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
•Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
•Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
•Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
•Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
•Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
•Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
•Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
•Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
•Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
•Day 14- A picture of you and your family
•Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
•Day 16- Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
•Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
•Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
•Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
•Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
•Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
•Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
•Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
•Day 24- A letter to your parents
•Day 25- What I would find in your bag
•Day 26- What you think about your friends
•Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
•Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
•Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
•Day 30- Who are you?

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Whoa. That was long! I have to end here now. Thank you for visiting my blog and leaving tags even if they're spams. At least you visit. LOL